It's blank screen with nothing to say time again. Ever since the death everything's been kinda crummy. And slow. We still haven't got the will (maybe today) and the list keeps growing of what needs to be handled eventually. I'm detached enough that it just looks like chores to me but for spouse, it keeps forcing him to have all those big bad feelings. I know they're not bad but you can't exactly classify them as warm and fuzzy. Yesterday when a sudden cry descended on him, he said, "I'm tired of the emotions." Yeah buddy, welcome to the human race. I just held him and said, "I know."
I went to pick up the rest of the rent (one of two majorly late this month yay) and the tenant had a new doggie. So cute and ugly at the same time. It's a chihuahua mixed with who knows what. (His name is Puce, or "flea") Very mongrel and spitting nails when I got there but he warmed up after a minute and let me pet him. It reminded me how necessary it is to get a new furry friend. This is the thing that's going to finally change the air around here. In a couple of weeks we'll get serious about it.
I was relieved that Natalie didn't win Big Brother. I wasn't really rooting FOR anyone, but rather against her. I can't really put my finger on it but I didn't like her even if she did strategize well. Most of the time I just wished she'd shut up. Summer is really over now. Next up, all the season openers of my fave sitcoms, 30 Rock, Old Christine and Big Bang Theory. Oh and Survivor too!
I think I'm actually going to have to wear a jacket this morning when I head out to work. Boo, hiss. Once the jacketing starts, it doesn't let up until next May. I think they can hear my sigh from Mexico. Happy hump day peeps.