I've always been the more responisible one in the relationship, both with friends and lovers. Why is that? I'm always the rock, the one you can count on. Put up in the mirror next to me, most people come out more flaky, flighty and insovent. So I ask myself - would I be happy in a relationship with someone rich and powerful and independent? Would I submit to control measures placed upon me by that person? Probably not, I believe, unless he's drop dead gorgeous with a cock the size of Montana. Wait. That sounds superficial. Anyway, we can toss that possibility into the same bin as winning the lottery, plus I'm married - so moot.
Still, I wonder about such things.